Are there any non- religious therapies available that can change my uality from to hetroual?

I’m a lousy , absolutely rubbish. I not stylish, fashionable, arty or witty. I read gay mags and find about 5% of the content interesting. I’m overweight, unattractive, clumsy, awkward and flatulent when nervous. On the scene I am either ignored or abused. The general response is a look of panic/disgust. Recently gays have called me an ‘ugly fat pig’ and ‘my mate thinks you’re an ugly ****’. I have experienced no community, no brotherhood, and managed to make no lasting friendships. Social networking sites are a disaster no ones interested without a photo and they certainly don’t want to know when I upload my pics. I am terribly lonely, crave emotional intermacy and struggle to remain positive. My uality has been a curse and a source of intense and prolonged psychological pain. I’m an atheist so religious conversion therapies are out. I understand heterouality comes with no guarantees but it has to increase my odds and women seem less obsessed with how a man looks.Please help